Friday, May 27, 2011

Concealed



Behind him
Wood burned inside
A metal prison
The old basement furnace
Feeding on dried limbs
Breathing through
An invisible prism

Onto the cool surface
Of Plastic
Cracked and twisted
Snapping sarcastic
Between the strained fingers of an old man
And the scattered
Memories of his past


Sitting on the concrete

Where a modern container
Chewed and dusted through time
Waited below green, baited eyes
Lit by the fire
Old, and more wise
Maybe this time

When the lid fell
It scratched loudly on the concrete floor
Sliding toward the furnace
Its edges melting quickly
Into the imperfect surface
More and more

The young man pulled up his seat
To look inside the past
Where things were more still
And are still
Where they were last

Enough to remove them
From their plastic bonds
To contemplate the furnace
Where and when
These things stopped existing
Eyes fixed and entirely earnest

On every picture, every word
He pulled from its mouth
Looking back at the fire
That lit his concealed canvas
Lived by an unbound painter
Unburnt and untouched

Until the moment
When each black iris
Constricted within the green
Locked on the orange flame
Knowing what he wants
What he had

As he threw it into the fire
With a painful expression
Fearing the future
That the past might bring
Within the absence of discretion

He coughed
On the black, stinging smoke
Picking up everything
Before the burning plastic
Would cause his mind to choke
And forget to leave that place
With everything he forgot

Where the edges of the lid
Still melted
And the fire roared for hours
Feeding on another cage
Into the moving light that devours

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Bending in Chaos



Patterns of a single wrapper

Brightly red, melting in the constant

Sun

Catch the edge of every saturated,

Green blade

Carving a divided path

Where the winds of chaos chase and

Run



Chased by the one who sees every path
Before the blades are blown to part
And before the wrapper melts into liquid
A glistening red essence scattered
On the edge of time, where red flows from the start

Found before the Earth
Where synthetic colors sink and sank in their weight
Deep into the soil, reaching beyond the roots
Into the cracks of blackened, compressed stone
And dying a vibrant past future that cannot wait

When each blade finds its purpose
Under the sun that fails to end
In the past, the present, the future
Shaking a dried tip of sharp black
Where the wrapper forced the blade to bend

Saturday, May 7, 2011

Free Beyond the Lines

Way up high
Beneath the atmosphere that
Blocks their cries
Above the ether of a calming
Life

Is where I’ll breathe

Where I’ll run and hide from
Their blue eyes
Where I’ll stand and look for
What I’ll find

Above the violence of the
Green-blue seas
Above the frantic plastic movie
Scene
Looking down but knowing we
Are free

Free beyond this synthetic earth and sky
Free beyond the fear that we define

Clouding vivid minds in misted lines

Pushing up and up until another time

When this moving plastic breaks our will
Forgetting fear that lets the moisture spill

Way back down into the green-blue sea
Back down to where I couldn’t breathe
Swimming back to where I still am free
Living back where we were always free

Thursday, May 5, 2011

The Black Curve of Time

He was honest
Resting on top
Of the warm, protruding stone
Arching a deep black shadow
Above a hollowed throne

As he sat there, alone
He rested on the ceiling of kings

Unknowingly
Kicking his feet, and wishing for feathered wings
In a time of metal blades

His worn, polyester backpack swung in the breeze
Hanging from the sharp crack



That split rigidly between the rock
And the boy's callused knees

He looked down
Only for moments when he could
To view the waste of time
The erosion of what once stood
For someone
Blackly carved in, and impossible to climb

The boy thought,
"What was this place back in time?
And why is the wind eating the stone?"
His eyes grew wide, with deep black irises
Trying to absorb the unknown

Until the wind scraped and spiraled up the ancient walls
To shrill through the jagged crack
Pushing the flying boy to a shaking crawl
And just barely releasing the strap of his pack
Directly into the eaten mouth of stone

He gathered his thoughts
There, shaking on the mountain
Backed up from what he sought
Realizing he was alone

And found his way back
Afraid, but very alive
To his mother

In What They Dream

A peaceful invasion of words
Into the privacy of an angry,
Tired Giant
Who is too tiny and exhausted
To destroy or be defiant
Is exactly what he doesn't need
But probably what he requires

We think

Nothing violent or mean
Just something small,
Quiet

Something that inspires
The massive little creature
That's too gone in sleep
Dreaming of things
And possibly more

Things
Things that process deep
Under the eyelids
Which probably shutter

We hope

With every whisper
Every kind word
That we could possibly utter

Barely above silence

And maybe the sounds will stick
Into his subconscious
To be remembered later
So he knows our purpose
Our perfect knowledge

Truth

Something he doesn't know
An understanding that's greater

But we're still waiting
Waiting for someone
In the silence of whispers
To wake and stop sleeping

And care

To walk past the blanket of sleep
And finally stand and stare
To see
If the tiny giant is really there
As we all dream him to be

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Standing Future

Photo by Ali West, June 21, 2007












Could I stand by you
Quietly by your side
Not behind or in front
Content and tongue-tied?

I wouldn't say much
At least about the past
But it's honest enough
Syllables that might last

As you face the clear ocean of reality
The perfectly clear liquid of time
With no bottom or surface
No low point or prime

We could watch and never know
Together, at the clear white caps
Forgetting the complex world behind
Letting fear and ambition collapse

I'll stand there
Looking for nothing beneath the surface
In the ocean that doesn't exist yet
Finding only a simple purpose

Wasting time with you
By my side
Maybe happy
Maybe tongue-tied

Together
In one sense or the other